Saturday, January 10, 2009

Abandonment

When I was in elementary school, this guy called me and talked to me everyday for a week. The last day that we talked he started bring up specific events that I had no memory that I had. It was then that I realized he never meant to call me. He had thought that I was the other girl in our class that had the same first name. I immediately asked him if he thought he was talking to her, and when he said yes, I informed him that I wasn't her. He let me go and never called again. I am not even sure how he got my number, but I had the strangest feeling when I got off the phone to him the last day. I felt abandoned and that I had done something wrong. That somehow it was my fault that he didn't want to talk to me.
I tried calling M today and the phone gave me a normal ringtone. I've never had that from his cell the whole time that I've known him. The message at the end said it had either been changed, disconnected, or is no longer in service. I am not sure if he changed his number because he no longer wants to talk to me, which would just be me being paranoid since he hasn't said anything that would give that indication, or if something else has happened. There's no telling.

5 comments:

Daisychain said...

awww, honey, that sucked! he was probably embarrassed and didn't know what to say; even so he was rude.
As to M., calm down. There is probably a simple explanation. Take a deep breath and remind yourself that you are a special person, deserving of love and attention. Any man who doesn't give you both, doesn't deserve YOU! And you sure deserve way better than HIM!!!
God bless you in your search for happiness and contentment. xxxxxxxxxx

Daisychain said...

Hello, sweetie, just popped by to check if you are ok; you don't seem to have posted for a while, and I was concerned about you.
Take care, hope to see you back soon, Daisy, xxx

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